I'm dead tired right now...but I love my new healthier life...Hahaha....went swimming at Jason's new awesome apartment yesterday...I love swimming at night...plus the view from the pool is totally dope...after a few laps and after trying to learn the butterfly stroke from alvin....we hopped into the hot tub...just chilling and chatting....It felt really good.

Badminton today...I could feel the pounds weighing off me...hahaha..

The first week of fall semester passed quite decently...it's already sepetember...August flew pass me...It really did...truly an awesome month....I don't mind repeating august all over again...but for now...It's time to settle down and mug my ass off for fall and all those upcoming applications...PROMISE!

My phone...is....dying....

Please don't die...I promise I will treat you doubly nice...pinky promise.

I came back to LA expecting nothing more...however...when I'm really getting nothing at all...I feel really sad that it has end this way...to the point I kind of regretted things...I could've sorted this out in a different...correction...in a BETTER manner...

I tried...but you still do.

 I'm back in LA!~kind of glad actually...a month in hong kong is enough...

Overall this summer was more exciting than what I expected...at least my mum stopped treating me like a 10 yr old and lemme do my own shit...gained so much weight this month ...really stupid of me to think that I could lose weight in hong kong when my mum takes me out for buffet and awesome dinners almost every night!!!I finally got all my moles removed!!!It was horribly painful with the laser thing...anaesthetic was pretty useless...but hopefully it'll be worth it...I got bandages on my face for an entire week...went to causeway bay one day with mask on...bumped into some LA friends but couldn't make up my mind whether to say hi or not..LOL...

School started 2 days ago...So fucking tired all day long...super jetlagged and still gotta crash classes from 8am till night time...sighh....at least I'm really lucky to get into Ak chan's econ class...I mean seriously 40+ people were fighting over 10+ spots...and got into account 1 yesterday after crashing 3 accounting classes in 1 day...sighh...sat thru 3 two-hour accounting lectures on syllabus and shit....

Been going to sleep at 9pm everynight and getting up at 6 automatically...

Long weekend ahead~kinda wanna go vegas~

I've been thinking...

Maybe I'm better off alone...

It may get lonely...yet it feels better...

Free from being someone else..

I don't have to talk...smile or laugh..

I miss those days when I'm absolutely by myself...

Sometimes I ask myself...What exactly am I doing?

Yes...I know what I want...where I'm heading...but why?

Well I've absolutely no idea..There's so many things I need to do but they're not what I want to do...There's so many things I love but I dont know why they meant so much...So what am I doing?Why am I doing this?

Life?

I'm glad I've a life though...

Clubbing?sure...only after my little cousin leaves hong kong on wednesday....sighh....

It's a fucking hot day..hot and humid...had lunch with my dad whom I haven't met since I was 2...it was very awkward for me....and I went to the peak with family...too hot...went home.

Sighhh...my mum's threatening to ground me...she wants to freakin GROUND me...like I'm 10 or something...I shouldn't have throw up at home two nights in a row...feels so sick...haha...I feel like I'm watching the world from a third person view...My body don't feel like mine anymore...feels like an old granny...

Mini tcc reunion yesterday...hehehe...met up with mandy too...and ran into some LA friends...Hin Hin and Steph and her twin sis...had dinner with onward's brother eric...got Ivan "drunk"...came out for drinks again...got myself drunk....CAN'T WAIT FOR THE REST OF TCC GANG TO BE BACK!!!

Gotta get up at 9am tomorrow to go to ocean park...

upload pics later..................

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at least i wont have bad luck moles next week on..